How bad is it that I cried for over two hours after finding out that I can’t see my doctor for two months? No one realizes how much of an impact this has on my life. And this was just the breaking point. All the emotions I’ve held back just came out and haven’t stopped. Not seeing him until April 25th means that I’ll be in A LOT of pain for my senior trip. I don’t even see a point in going. I’m not going to enjoy myself.