February 2012
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I don’t even know why I’m going to PT tomorrow. I am in so much pain that I didn’t go to school today. Going there only makes it worse. It doesn’t make sense to do this to myself.
For three days in March, I don’t have to be in school until 11:23 then in April, I only have 12 days of school.
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Paola just called me dumb.
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cranquis replied to your photo: I am going to have so many regrets after eating…
BANZAI!!!!!
Definitely just googled that. To quote my mom, “How do you know so many words?”
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I’m not having a mental breakdown anymore. I feel SO much better mentally than I did yesterday. I couldn’t stop crying and today, I am happy. I think I just had a lot of pent up emotions and stress that needed to come out and that’s what happened.
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“are your teens getting shmacked?”
stop, tim lake. you’re embarrassing yourself.
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Well this day just got worse. I logged into my TU portal to see my awards letter there and guess what?
I get 8k including loans!
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jayygeebee replied to your post: USciences is going to give me 28k a year, so I’d…
that’s awesome!!!!
Wait, I don’t even know if that covers my housing costs… But I’m waiting for Temple.
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courtlee replied to your photo: One bracelet for every year I’ve been alive.
I think you make up for the fact that I’ve never been to the hospital.
Haha. Well, I’ve only been to the ER once. Those are all from surgeries, tests, x-rays/MRIs, and other procedures.
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USciences is going to give me 28k a year, so I’d have to take out 18k in loans.
I did have a lot of fun after school today before the Historical Society meeting because Paola and I were in our WHII teacher’s office and eating her pistachios and complaining about things and talking about our American History teacher. We ended up getting called jerks, lol.
For once, I had so much hope that I was going to get better. I was actually happy and my pain wasn’t bothering me like it did and now…I’m just emotionally drained. I don’t want to deal with any of this. I don’t feel like fighting anymore.
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How bad is it that I cried for over two hours after finding out that I can’t see my doctor for two months? No one realizes how much of an impact this has on my life. And this was just the breaking point. All the emotions I’ve held back just came out and haven’t stopped. Not seeing him until April 25th means that I’ll be in A LOT of pain for my senior trip. I don’t...
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Are you fucking kidding me. The soonest appointment I can get with my hip Ortho is April 25th. Two weeks ago, they weren’t even making appointment in March. No, really, it’s okay. I’ll just struggle with the pain for the next two months. I’m so beyond done with all of this. I give up.